As I sit-in silence only hearing a well orchestrated symphony of crickets in the background. I realize that my life is something that is not an option but a choice. And I am okay by saying, it’s about time. I’m going to choose me, to do what’s best for me and my family.

Most people on the outside looking in will day that I am much of a selfish individual. I promise to only be myself. I will never lie, or sensor my thoughts. What you read is who, I am at the moment. myself here when I say my life is anything but “normal”. And the one thing that I would rather die than actually owning up to is going to be the one thing that saves me, in the long run.  would benefit My life, my families life, just drastically changed for the better. For the better.